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The Salvation of EmptinessI feel empty inside….almost. The only thing there is regret and insecurity.
It's close to be completely, but not quite there. But I wish I was empty. I wish I didn't have to feel this way, I wish all of these horrible feelings were gone, but I know that will never happen and that happiness will crumble and these feelings will haunt me and drag me down forever.
Just when I thought everything was going to be okay for a long time, everything fell apart for no reason, and these feelings continued to stab me in the back.
Feelings are too strong for their own good…..they ruin lives.
My feelings ruin my life….feelings ruin everything, always have and always will.
Life is just a huge lie that won't go away….just like the lie that feelings are helpful.
I feel empty inside…..almost. The only thing there is anxiety and hurt.
All because feelings always return things to the darkness…..
Profile 1 for Elvira HG RP XDBasic Section
Full name: Cassandra Goth
Hair colour: dark brown/black
Hair type: Pigtails
Eye Colour: Light brown
Basic Personality: Innocent and knowledge; Cassandra is the quiet mysterious type, nobody ever knows quite what she's thinking. Despite her innocence, gore and death doesn't bother her, only because her family is obsessed with death.
Good traits: Smart, hard-working
Flaws: Shy yet ruthless
Likes: Books, painting, death, old houses, science, graveyards
Dislikes: Being controlled, socializing, stupid people
Strengths: Is easy to death since her family has a graveyard in their garden, and her aunt's Elvira so she knows how to throw knives, and that gives her no polices when keeps to killing. Smart; good at planning.
Weakness: Physically weak and somewhat slow. Knows nothing about hand-to-hand-combat, is only 13 so
Elvira's Laws!Elvira's Laws
1. You can lie to anyone expect Elvira; if you lie to Elvira you will get the death penalty.
2. Teachers will now brutally kill misbehaved students
3. When your 11 you will get a test to see if you can serve Elvira's army and carry around the gun, you will be socially shunned if you don't pass said test.
4. Elvira is always right; if you question Elvira you'll die.
5. Twilight is illegal, all copies of the book must be burned and all fans will be murdered.
6. 50 Shades of Grey is also illegal, fans and copies will be destroyed.
7. Sparkling/Glitter is banned since its racist against Vampires.
8. The drinking age is now 13 and the smoking age is now 14.
9. The more dead, the merrier!
10. Only people Elvira approves of are allowed to use peoples' heads as balls.
11. Blood is worth gold.
12. Justin Bieber and One Direction will be murdered, fans will be charged with criminal causes.
13. No being a goody-two shoe!
14. Mary-sues are not allowed, nor tolerated.
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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